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I want you tonite

2010-03-27T09:57:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.. up early in the morning with no one at home so I can hav a personal time wif my computer. So to update the recent happenings in my life, I just got a $85 guitar ( I know, everytime everyone have had fun with theirs I am like just recieved one).No more cleaning aircrafts for me(No more picking up the phone early in the morning because its usually the supervisor calling me to work) cause it sux man, u have aunties "makan buah" u know its like not a job, its like a social network where if u dun like somemone, they talk behind ur back and all that stuff so yeah that totally changed my impression of aunties. Its like a living hell, srsly dun get my job, i prefer picking up shit den working with a group of this ppl. Final update is new song, Want you tonite by no other den the guy writhing this blog. I did send the demo if this song(the chorus part only) and i got relatively mix reviews, one is because of the sound quality on their pcs which resulted in hearing me mumble or somesort. Otherwise, it was great when ppl tot it was Michael Jackson's song because that was wat i was trying to do, make his music. But most said it was shaky and stuff and i can't blame them because of the mp3 i use to record it, which i tot was very clear and crisp but hell knows. I expect like only 2 ppl to somehow jumble around and read this. I know, it will be my time to shine...see ya

2010-02-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

I've been working on another song lately, looks like i finally got some lyrics penned down, except my vocals ain't working rite after my sorethroat is back. So a few months time into poly, all this medical checkup and stuff is really complicated. Plus i still hav to work tmr just ain't working out. My left eye is in pain plus it has this "triple eye lid" which looks damn horrible. My job is a nightmare cause ppl just had a wrong impression me. Everybody just sighs when i enter. It's like ppl dun tok bad behind me, but right infront of me. Everybody think's i just started working i guess. I hate it when ppl had this feeling of hatred, come on we see our faces everyday and still get angry abt everything i do is just impossible. Sometimes this sucks... sucks when ur team thinks they are the best of some sort. Haiz i am just suck.

Sick

2010-01-16T11:25:00.002+08:00

Having this flu which was terrible. First nite I am already starting to feel the heat. The nite after that was like in hell because its really hot inside plus I start to cough and my nose turns runny. The third day, my temperature sinks down while my throat leaves me unable to talk plus more hazardous coughing and since my nose is not working rite(can't smell), my taste buds become haywire and I found that chicken taste weird tat day.(and i couldn't taste the sweetness of chili sauce).So I can't sing any MJ songs at all because any words or phrases that require me to breathe causes me to cough instantly. Today I am still coughing, going to receive my $500 edusave thingy which was because of my intelligence :D

Woots

2009-12-29T18:24:00.002+08:00

Here I go, updating my silly blog again. Still getting cock up after like 2 weeks working. The backache is excruciating but for the love of money, I can't help it to see it running through my fingers. Sorry dudes bathe time (and I smell). Made this short one but a memorable one. The lyrics are hard to make.

2009-12-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

It's only been like a week and I already want my money for the hours i spend, u noe working. An auntie get impatient of my sotongness cause i had to do the FRONT part of the Whiskey(SIA). I was like "shit" caused i only done it for like once and was really unfamiliar with it. Got scolded for not doing properly... mad at myself for being so dumb i guess. First class is terrible, i gave a sigh of relief when the leader wants me to change team to so that i can do the back sits. Just hope i get the easy planes for now, and stay at the back for the rest of my life.

2009-12-22T18:34:00.002+08:00

Nothing really interesting, just work and work. No girls haiz..fed up. Speechless at work. Just smile smile, put on a sad face(its actually tired face liao), I want my money. Everyday see aircraft is like ... everyday go inside one... everyday throw rubbish... I shld ask for my day off. Slap me ah. I am still not sociable rite now. What should i talk abt?! still so many thing i don't know. Today all the aircraft like i just started to learn how to clean. Thai, china eastern, saudi and some others..

The IN thing

2009-12-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

The IN thing rite now everybody talks about rite now are ;
1. their jobs experiences, supervisors and shifts
2. overseas, how fun it was to leave this Godforsaken place
3. money money money(isn't tat covered in point 1)

Wooots got edusave scholarship( let my brain do the work baby :D ) aah finally get my money. Nobody's gonna read my post so lets talk about my experiences reading other ppl's blog for a change. After all that long reading (really long) it mostly was about working den u manage to pull through and stuff. Came across this blog which had use extremely complicated words dat didn't make enough sense due to hard manipulation. Some blogs really got me jealous due to high entertainment experience portrayed by the photographs which usually involve girls.

I am current feeling little bit sick right now, kept coughing thx to the sorethroat. I am gonna start work this weds not wif frends but wif my cousins. I really dun like to socialise ever since I grew older so yeah gonna be pretty hard. Just hope my mom accompanies me to make the airport pass tmr cause I of the uncertainty of whr to go and stuff...if anyone completes reading this part den u will be presented wif the flash animation i made. Enjoy for the few seconds the animation has to offer

sorethroat

2009-12-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

Arghh! Can't sing Mj songs now ever since this sorethroat...will get better i guess. Currently listening to Off The Wall album especially off the wall itself so yeah.. still listening to his songs. Haizzz so bored.. OH YA almost forgot, i've been learning some animation skills and was animating a stick figure moonwalking so tats gonna be updated later on the post so check it out. Nothing interesting to tok about hear. Ah! had this great vision about my song being great... time will tell. Just got a bmx sit for my mountain bike (not really the best of sits after I test it on) which costs me 5 bucks. Lastly, its great to see chelsea draw!woooots!!!

2009-11-25T20:04:00.003+08:00

I WILL WRITE A SHORT AND SWEET POST bcause I noe and u noe tat NOBODY can withstand the ordeals of a long post. Write up my bloody lyrics, watch smth while eating dinner... This sux, especially when u dun have a psp or smthing'

Dizzy

2009-11-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

Little bit dizzy right now, been starving for the past few days( one meal a day? I am really going back to looking like a stick). *Update* My one originally written song is 10% completed, the album art didn't hit my expectations but nonetheless still something better than nothing. 'BloodShot' is a killer theme song, which is where the character gets chased down by a killer, who catches him and stares right in the eyes with a bloody look hence, gets locked down through the eyes. The chorus starts with "the bloodshooot..its too late for u now,baby!" and so on. I don't want to go into the intro cause I am abit cocked up right now. For the album art, I'ill just showed it to u guys. The first version was a demon looking creature of the killer(too demonic so I had to, make him look more human. The background doesn't really match perfectly with his face or bloody? shirt but its still a sight to watch other than watching urself in the mirror. If anyone seems interested to lend me a helping hand by, 1.giving me some catchy lyrics,2. catchy tunes, 3. opinions or comments by writing them on my tagboard<<< Ideas are greatly appreaciated :D

Finally

2009-11-22T11:29:00.002+08:00

Woots finally, no more sore eyes thanks to my new theme... rest in peace Michael. Still listens to his genuinely ingenious song, his upbeat music just can't stop making me groove to the beat. His mesmerizing dance steps were beyond human imagination, his voice was so smooth just like how he moonwalk on stage. He was humble, caring and loving... a true angel. Back to myself, I am coming with a new (might be, HIT) single "Bloodshot". Still writing the lyrics, tune. Had someone drawing the Album art(Thx to u know who). I know I may sound coocoo in my head or something but its my dream. I will post in a much more detailed of the song after my album art is finally completed.

2009-11-14T16:54:00.002+08:00

Damn, I hate it when this happens. Had to keep changing this bloody blog theme, wat a drag... Can't play Halo anymore, cause the pings to high and almost 99% of my bullets dun register.(1% was after I shoot like my whole ammunition my pistol had). Can't own the game anymore. My objectives during the holidays are;
1. Master Mj's billie jean's dance steps
2. Get my muscles back (to woo girls ofcuz)
3. Submit myself to games
4. Update this blog EACH DAY
5. Make a new song for MJ ( hoping same standards as billie jean one day)
6. I don't know.. find a stead I guess P.S to girls: Sms me if interested
7. Publish this post...

2009-11-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

:D Shaken by the undying magnitude, a scale tat goes beyond life. I stand the ordeals, but i lay defeated by the debris of my shattered heart. Rocks of hatred presses on my soul, trapping hope of joy deep inside. That shimmer of light flickered...before it dissapears

2009-10-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

belonging
I don't have a sense of belonging in my life
I know who I am and I know who they are
I could never fit in because I am not like them
They are just like a completed puzzle, with me being a puzzle piece that never fits
A puzzle that pictures happiness, while my piece pictures loneliness
For their happiness, i stay away bcause my presence was always felt but always neglected
I am happy just to see them happy
But you presence, was just different...
It changed the my definition of happiness

new poem

2009-10-20T17:23:00.002+08:00

thinking of how to write my new poem, hope u guys enjoy my 5 min work!
'O'levels
Its the triller...
tat shakes you from the dream
Nightmares roam ur every sleep
As you escape the jaws of the killer
u hear a chilling scream
tat grabs ur feet to the ground
But he trembles upon ur sight
as u took what you have collected in the 4 years
into the force that knocks him cold
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
overview; not much punch from this poem though, this poem reflects someone who overcomes the daunting "o"levels. Inspired by the song thriller though and not much indepth. Still learning though...

2009-10-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

Yo wassup ppl.. ever since I changed my hairstyle, life isn't tat harsh. Better Hair means better day I guess. A few days ago I read some zul's emo poems which I tot had no kick so I this is my emo poem, enjoy man :
The curse
Hatred stains deep in ur heart,
relasing sorrow through ur viens,
you feel a sharp pain in palm,
as tears of pain streams down,
this teardrops corrodes the heart,
beating your heart as it stop's shut,
you try desperately to hold it in,
a demon tat struggles from within,
every insult shoots from from one who never feels,
piercing deep in your heart tat never heals

2009-10-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

don't giv a damn to ...days to olevel, having a hard time doing this maths practice paper, finally styling my hair, lazy enough to count my raya earnings and blabla... Dun blame me for the emofied content bcause just like my ss teacher said "diary have no purpose" so dun come telling me about me being so emo and shit stuff because I am abit gulfed up. Yeah be discouraged by this humble blog has to offer, no pics and what hapen to the big eye ball?! Rubbish just rubbish... Be petrified because it stink and wrecks if u read my post. Depressed rite now and its no thx to U! MJ RIP... while AJ CRIP(can't rest in peace)

shitfuck

2009-09-23T23:11:00.003+08:00

WOOTS prelims are just over...but olevels (potong steam jer ah!) Aiyah expecting a just pass mark lah, not expecting to be top at anything, haizz. Lets push studies aside, lets focus on my personal life instead. Life in my shoes are dull, boring and look at the bright side, u attain less respect, less appreaciation, less dignity, of others thinging ur stupid is an everyday part of my life. Pimples on bloody face, haizz just gets more complicated. Becoming stupid is one thing, olevel is another. so fuck off

2009-09-02T17:20:00.000+08:00

Dude wat's wrong with me?! I've been brainwashed or something tat i can't do tat maths paper. Haiz... just had to admit that I actually stupid, really stupid. I don't meet expectations anymore, may God answer my prayers. As for my face, shit all the freaking pimple..damn there goes my morale. Just like America wants change, I do want change in my life. Where is my 100%? Fed-up..low self-confidence..I just want to lay low for a while. This might be the last post, because I am fed-up with my life. I just not cut out, right from the very start.

2009-08-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Dnt is of no more. Maybe the war is finally over...but the war has only just began. Failed maths is of no surprise, just got more stupid over time... just hoping for wat bad luck lies ahead

B3

2009-08-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

B3 for MT is just wrong. Day by day flew by and i kept saying to myself ,"i stupid ah" despite me singing you are not alone like every single minute. Haizzz.. its all coming back to me, i just hope that i am in time. All the Halo during DNT has made me addicted to picking up the sniper and aiming desperately to aim someone. Yet the thrill in killing won't stop. Addictive as it is, almost everyone in my life wants to concentrate back on my studies, all the constant scolding is just like an alarm clock and I am just in a dead sleep. I promise you guys, i will make a comeback :D THIS IS IT...this is it

2009-08-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

GRRRrrrrrr!!! Just can't stop my stomach from growling man, espeacialy when the fasting month is coming closer. Damn, im pretty messed up thinking of what to rite in this bloody post. So this few days, people have been saying "moonwalk!" or "michael jackson" or "accap jackson" upon seeing my face :D "Dance!!Dance!!Dance!! " and I would most probably be trying to walk away with my hands waving at my 'adoring' fans. After practising some his billie jean moves, I just can't believed that people are complaining, complaining that they have to wait for so long just to get to the moonwalk part(due to the all the cock grabbing and other stuff) just to realise that all they ever want to see is the moonwalk. After this few days, i noticed that my moonwalk is really getting worst since I now tried doing the 'original moonwalk'. Damn, and here my stomach goes growling again for the second time. Besides All this MJ stuff, my studying has been improving (except for science) after that change is sit :D Lol, I complained about freezing thx to the aircon blowing infront of my face but now, its so warm but cut the crap I still get to concentrate espeacially maths. Aj signing off. AJ(accapJackson

2009-08-02T16:35:00.000+08:00

Haiz after all that suffering, it finally came to end. Why?! Why must my phone lie dead, no longer able to recieve calls, sms, recieve songs.

mj

2009-07-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

Yo wassup... moonwalking as usual plus doing my dnt nth much

Forgiven

2009-07-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

:D Finally I can show my true smile after having to fake it. Thanks, seriously I didn't expect you guys to actually say something nice or show some respect I really appreciate it man. I know it can't be the way things turn out last year but yeah..thx even if you guys weren't so sincere :D Sorry for the emo content on my previous post, it's just that I can't handle things anymore. Listening Comprehension, baek still can hear songs from the radio before listening compre, Wah damn lucky just nice my favourite sang came out on the radio. Shucks gtg

Bad Day Good Day wth

2009-07-20T20:54:00.004+08:00

Woooots!!! I have finally have a GOOD day today after suffering the bad week...Not much bullying, scolding, insults, beatings but yeah what fine day for me ofcuz. The BAD week was really, really bad. Worst days of my life. First of all, my face. I know my face is like shit, not ugly but shit. It's always giving people the impression that I am a worthless kid and seriously, they think I am just trash. I can't help it but everybody's reactions towards me specially the "cool" people would probable think that I'm not worthy to talk to and find me annoying eventhough I never even said a word and even those people I find uncool does this to me. But I can't blame you guys, it's just human nature. You guys can't hide the sense of unworthiness in me but I won't mind if u guys can show some respect. People have been expressing their bad mood at me, shouting, yelling, irritating but do you think I don't have my moods, every single day I face this type of people so who should be the one expressing their anger and hatred?! Fuck you people, Fuck my face. This face tells people that I'm a stupid, loser kid. Keeping a low profile this days just can't get any easier, earning respect is just bullshit. I can't blame on God, I can't blame it on people, I just don't know if I should be blaming myself. I can barely talk to you guys anymore, because my face just irritates you guys or that I am just not fit to talk to any human beings anymore. For you guys reading this post don't make my life worst.. seriously

2009-07-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

I just can't stop myself anymore from singing out the lyrics of Izinkanku pergi by Kaer. Seriously man, it's a beautiful song but I've been like singing it every single second it gets irritating and baaam... Wah, so unlucky sia! Already skip DNT on monday then go watch movie with Jin Sheng at downtown and BAAAM!!! all the DNT boys there! WTHELLL!!! Worst case scenario sia...Watching Transformer also no mood liao. Tomorrow is God Damn oral, Gdluck to u guys taking Olevel MT orals man! Just hope I am as cool as a cucumber. As stated in my msn name, I'm actually learning some Mj moves and one move I find explicitly difficult is the SPIN... I mean omg, practise for 4 spins and I'm out.In a matter of seconds you get engulfed in your own dizziness, or if pushed harder, to the extend of vomiting blood. Farewell MJ, you've been an inspiration to me, eventhough I never lived in the same era as the King of Pop did, your legacy and memory left behind will always be and inspiration to all (including me ofcourse) Last thing to update, I just cut my hair(I know you guys will be thinking,"WTH, cut hair also wanna update!" but for my case, my hair tends to grow slowly and my haircuts are usually those very very very short ones so it's quite important. Maybe I should record the height of my hair every week to notice the growth plus estimate the time where it grows fully back to its handsome and lusty hairstyle( I dunnoe what word is these, it just comes into my mind)....farewell dudes

2009-07-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

Wooots my phone still kicks ass!!! love u dude :)

2009-07-02T00:25:00.001+08:00

here i am, updating my blog through my phone late at nite..just for you guys. I've been getting negative remarks about my wacko post so i had set a serious tone for you guys. i am really exhausted and really need that beauty slp. as i get engulfed boredom, i wanna feel alone , wanna feel free and relaxed. argh its such a bother t0 type on this tiny keyboard...im out man, seriously

2009-06-30T21:52:00.002+08:00

KEBAM!!! aiyah suddenly no mood to blog already. See you guys tmr man!! Peace out.. (Updates are on daily basis. If I happened not to blog, this means that I am : 1.Retarded 2.infected with H1N1 3.thinking of girls(which I always do in school) 4. Doing my DNT 5.dreaming of girls 6.in state of depression 7.dead

2009-06-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

Yo.. not in the best of mood especially after my dnt teacher scolded me for not coming for june holiday tutorials(5 days, he counted...I can't be bothered to count). It actually doesn't feel like a scolding lah, its just like talking to Mr Elmi, always wanna win, always act shock, irritating kind of mood. Luckily it ended today, if it goes on and on, I think I already fed up lazy do already. Come on I have my reasons for not coming. Reasons: I cannot do my work in school, whereas at home I can always rely on google sktechup and internet since school workshop doesn't have one and development needs constant printing and google sketch uping... Secondly, I admit I am a slacker... come on holiday blues, just want to restrain myself from having to looking at the retarded piece of folio. Haizz.. I nothing much to say already, maybe when my spirits are a little bit high then there would be more better things to say... but for now peace out, zzz

Slap

2009-06-24T18:27:00.002+08:00

I am just slapping myself silly after all this piece of slack. Anyways I got some amazing content for all of you..nah not really amazing, just some of what I like or dislike in my 16 yrs 6mths 4 weeks 24days 18hrs 30mins 15secs of my life if any of you guys(probably girls) want to get to know me better.(which I doubt you girls would) Okay, so lets start with what I like. Firstly I like girls (duh..nothing surprising about tat), I like to LOOK at Pretty girls( tats why I am always quite, trying to scan the whole area for some hot girls to look at. When I finally found a target, I keep stealing glances at her...yah zz I noe pretty darn lame. I can't even stare at the target for even 5seconds!).Moving on, I like silence, seriously... I hate it when the whole class becomes noisy, pretty darn annoying and irritating man. I like tap someone's shoulder.( which I am pretty bad at because I end up getting found out in like wat, less than a second perhaps. I like to sit down and be unnoticed. I like girls...oh ya said that already. I like myself eventhough I dun like myself, a little confusing but after a while you guys might figure it out sooner or later. For the people I like, girls are rank number 1, friends that treat me with respect and dignity number 2, and ....People I dislike the most in my life, are those "friends" who make a mock of me and try to take every opportunity to make me as a form of entertainment, pretty girls that think there are so pretty that they don't even have manners to begin with ( Biar bunga dedap berbau tidak), those people that think I am loser (this one I don't mind, because I can't change the way I look). Those who do not even treat me with respect at all. wooooh thats a long long list but wthell I am getting bored. Did anyone notice my hair? like shyt sia. Haiz before I get my hair cut can someone pls do smth about my hair?! I am OUT..

2009-06-22T13:04:00.002+08:00

Wooots Slack slack slack... Come on, with this freaking hot weather, even the NEW air-con can't stop me from lazing around. BAM!!! such a bore... This hair cut STINKS!!! Someone promised me would help be my hairstylist but haizzz... and all the begging for camera really shit, just like 2 girls and 1 cup. Just feel like licking the piece of shit like an ice cream.(eeewwww, what the insanity.retarded.bullcrap) IF* anyone happens to read this post and might also had happened to watch 2 girls 1 cup, pls lend me ur camera ppl.PLS I AM BEGGING YOU, i don't mind if I need to eat the shit off ur ass (eeeeewwww I am starting to imagine I really am..) Sorry for the disgusting content this post has to offer.

*UPDATE-new qoute for the week
Everyday I cry when I think about my stinking Hairstyle

2009-06-12T19:28:00.002+08:00

This is my signature which I made last year with the inspiration from peterpan band. Gonna make a new one for 2009~! Thx to the resizing, the quality is pretty horrible.

If any of you guys actually read this post, PLSPLSPLS lend me your video camera or something before june ends... running out of time.

Old times...

2009-06-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

Haiz... here I start of with a sigh. As I give myself a evil grin to myself in the mirror, it all comes down to my best best best palls. These 3 people that I am stuck untuk selama-lamanya(forever). You might be wondering who they are, but they are I, me and myself. Ironically its TRUE. They are the only ones that listens to me everytime I wanted to pour my heart out, my listening ear... They are the only ones that comfort me the best when nobody wants to and might never will... They are the ones that cheer for me and give me my moral support when I aced my subjects when nobody was there to share the joy for me, always insulting, always discouraging :( Tell you guys the truth to those reading this post, is I am just a losser, seriously... FUCKFUCKFUCK WHY IS MY FACE LIKE A FUCKING LOSER!!! i dun understand and might never will. Is my face that disgusting and revolting, am I not cool to join you ppl, am I a weakling,am I stupid? I am just cursed..cursed....CURSED!!! Fuckers, hasn't my legs grow TALL ENUF?! Wats with the short stuff. Why me? even those shorter than me gets respect!hahaha I don't why but I always pretended you guys were friends, always believe that you guys will share the joy wif me, not made a laughing stock out of me. Jokes are Jokes but...it's not just once in a while, its EVERYTIME!!! I am just like a POW, with tag called loser for everyone to see. Why can't I be like you ppl? Why must ppl blame me for being a loser...

Col

2009-06-05T21:28:00.002+08:00

Zzz..Just came back home from Colours of Loyang... just one word to describe it = B...O...R...I...N...G! as I heaved a sigh of disappointment and unhappiness. All round failure, Storyline was cheesy starring ALI...Drama suck dick, animals again aaah no water!!! haizzz wanted to sleep halfway watching... Guzheng zzz.. stop complaining alrdy. If any of you guys happen to read this misfortunate post, PLS PLS PLS lend me ur camera or mic or smth... can't show off my singing since I dun have any...

2009-05-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all your praises after I sang that seribu tahun song to some of you guys. :D Thanks Alot! Appreaciate it man... If u wanna hear tat song covered by me, feel free to ask if u happen to meet me :D And if I still get good reactions from ppl, i will definitely be posting a video on youtube of me singing tat song. So back into stressful and hectic life of a secondary 4,zzz Arghh Mid Yr just brought me to my knees. With failures and just passes,it brings me back to consciousness that I can no longer slip pass exams and achieve excellent results. No more being overconfident, no more last-minute study, no more I think i can study in a few hours, no more gamegamegamegame when it comes to exam!! The awful defeat to Daphne brought me severe humiliation making me relies I did not even stand a chance against her! If only I could throw all tat anger and frustration on her, beat her on studies...zzz Failure man. Pile and pile of unsatisfactory result balance on my shoulder, eagerly expecting that one paper that could have shone out and somehow beat Daphne's results. All my best subjects such as POA, MATHS ,SCIENCE , HUMANS all suffered terrible defeat one after another, just like dominos which I thought they would stand firm. When I ponder to myself, I just can't stop thinking that all this was entirely my fault. Sense of regret overwhelms me while I tried to sing my favourite song to calm me down but it looked as if it was just a few drops of water fighting of the huge of flame of frustration and humiliation. I laughed at myself a couple of times, shed some tears and even got angry at myself. I am defeated... as I bow my head in shame. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!! All those stuff has to go, pls God bring me back to my course, my quest, my goal, my destination... Dun let me lose myself anymore... I want a good future for myself, my family, my love ones. It doesn't matter to me anymore if that games is fun fuck, if that girl I hav a crush on looks at me anymore, if i will get someone special someday...!!!!!!!!!!!it doesn't matter anymore,not anymore. Thanks for bringing me back to who I was, thank u.....

As days go on

2009-05-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

As days go on... I greatly appreciate the advices of my friends which had made me relies on stuff, being yourself is better than portraying others tat you're someone else. How hard challenges might be, believe you can do it and let nothing bring me down. I might be tat guy you dun usually see in school. I might be even that guy that has to withstands people's behavior through lessons. But I am just that guy,... that goes on with his life relentlessly, making sure nothing ever brings him down. It is this guy that I know most and understand which others could not have and never will. I am tat guy which is a nobody. Nobody is perfect...

attached

2009-05-19T18:41:00.002+08:00

Woots...! I am attached!! to .....a SONG!! Seribu Tahun by Imran Ajmain. Song nicely composed by Taufik Batisa! and emotionally sung by Imran Ajmain! The song is beautiful, very beautiful indeed. The song's story displays the pains in defending devotion (keperitan dalam mempertahankan sebuah kesetiaan), But because of love, no sacrifice is too big. It really touches my heart and makes me feel sad. The song is brought by Imran Ajmain, perfectly tuned into portraying a deep sense of devotion and sadness, just nice with the story. It's already been a month now and I am still loving it! Hope u enjoy too!!! >>>>music player :)

Relive the Static Brothers

2009-05-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

Relive the Static Brothers!

Haha!!! Fucked faces! Enjoy ppl

Back

2008-12-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

BACK...never got the mood to post but unexpected just had the feeling to do so. Recently, I sang an indonesian song to 4 of my frends and they said "nice" Not trying to act lah, just to confirm that I will upload my video of me singing that song. :D So I've been coming to Jin Sheng's house almost everyday(except for sat&sun) to play his father's psp. Yesterday went to watch "the day the earth stood still" with him and I found it innocently okay but he didn't find it nice at all. Should have Cicakman 2!!! I think I kind of lost my mood to post lol. Yeah almsot forgot, if u happened to resd this particular post, please please please request a song in my tag box. Thx

tittle for wat

2008-11-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

I am just feeling how everyone (of my age) should feel...bored bored and just bored. Come on, fun doesn't always last forever. So played with my father's mp4(which I used as a webcam) again! But it's no longer fun, perhaps just a wee bit fun. Missed Odac today because I overslept as I woke up at 12 pm. My days can't get any worse. I've been skipping meals, if you people know me then you should know I am really a retard to skip meals which means I am hungry rite now! I get fed up upon opening my msn, all the list of contacts is just for show...nobody talks to me anymore :( Come on, this house is like a prison! Never even get to step outside!(maybe I did to throw rubbish). This Holiday sux man! haiz...gtg people or maybe I am just talking to myself. Well at least nobody will read this post to say I'm a retard for talking to himself. Anyway goodbye!!!..............to myself

Up and early

2008-11-01T10:40:00.002+08:00

Banana promised to play with me Dota at 8 am, but come on, he's fast asleep and that's the only time we get to play together before he goes to Malaysia. I'm the one who should be sleeping he right awake. I accidentally knocked my head on the edge of the wall( I mean the wall is like an "L" shape and my head hit the bottom edge). A horrible way to wake up and I'm still feeling the chill, I don't know if my brain got damaged or anything but I still can play Dota :D I want SLEEP!!! I slept at 3.30 am and I gonna be dead soon. Badluck to those taking part in the rockclimbing shit or bouldering(I don't know...)today. I hope you guys fall upon touching the rock wall. Other than that I am pretty bored...Sick,sleepy,bored,want to shit,haizzzz

2008-10-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

I got a bit shock when I return home to see a $2 note at the end of the dryer tube. Come on, it's not everyday that you will get to see a $2 dollar being blown at the end of the dryer tube, lucky there's is something to prevent the note from flying off :D Wanted to use my father's viewty but I just couldn't find it so I had no choice but to use my phone with a 2 megapixel camera. Come on, the picture wasn't so bad hah. I am pretty bored right now, just finished watching Avatar, the last air bender. I guess I am the only person interested in it thought. I have no idea what I am supposed to do right now, haiz. I guess I will be meditating for the next 2 months hah. I am no longer mad over not winning the loriel competition, eventhought I put in all my effort into it, I guess its all in the experience. I wonder if there's ODAC going on during the holidays. Less interested in the club, just hate seeing my members. Such immature group of people handling the club, I am not surprised that it sux. Maybe without me, they will get better for some reason but who cares. I can't see myself in the club anymore or maybe I was never in the first place. Yeah, you guys hate me dun ya. This yr had to be the most wasted yr of ODAC ever. There's is no way next yr I will be able to back up on my climbing, it's O-level man. Feel kinda left shitted out. Complaining about it doesn't make it any better. Feels rotten man. It's been ashamed, some people still hate me but I don't care that much. So what should I do now, it's all up to me to decide so shut up and fuck off

Bored!!!

2008-10-25T16:07:00.003+08:00

I engulfed with boredom!!! BORED,BORED,BORED~!!! ARGH... No psp, no computer games, sick of youtube, sick of doing nothing infront of monitor screen, sick of watching OKTO on tv, sick of my phone, sick of online people not talking to me, haizzzzzzzz bored ship lah! I hate the five letter word, but wat to do. Oh ya almost forgot, I AM BORED OF BLOGGING!!! sheesh Haiz, that has got to be a long holiday for me, I MISS SCHOOL and thats the first time I am saying that. My name is ASRAF and I am BORED. Haiz B-o-r-e-d stands for....too lazy to think because I am bored. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... WHY am I even posting this boring blog!!!OMG I AM BORING AND BORED. bored bored bored bored.... HAABORED. Enslave by boredom, bah come on! Asraf is bored!!! See the similaritires both names, both hav an "r" in the middle of both words. Lets take the letters other than "r". A,S,F,B,O,E,D. Lets make out words from this jumbled up structure, as,foe,bad,does,deaf,dose,fab,sad,bead. I have those characteristics such as, sad,deaf,bad and it's true except for bad because I am still very good rite now, only people that hate me says I am bad(maybe I am a little). Lets make it into a phrase starting with Asraf SAD FOE DOES BAD AS FAB BEAD DEAF= Asraf sad for does bad as far beat death. Come on, this life had made me seen how bad people could have been and its been a gift from God that i learn from them, i wondered why people become bad, maybe its because they had never became a victim before. I am really sad for this people, does bad bring an element of fun? WHY BAD? Why do we treat other people badly when we ourself dun want to be treated badly. Come on, as far as i can say, people like this do not hav feelings for others. Becoming a villian like BADMAN is crap. If anyone of you who are BAD reading this post, i have nothing to say..

Finished

2008-10-24T18:33:00.003+08:00

Finally man... Competitions over, We didn't win, but we won something bigger...EXPERIENCE. This year had been full of new experience, all the fun stuff but time flies, it was as if it was just yesterday. :D 2008 was a good year, and I hope for better years up to come. Hahaha, there might be no one with me to share the joy and laughter but atleast I got to enjoy sharing it with myself . Eventhought there's another 2 months to go, i can't do much. Regarding it as wasted time which is left stranded. What a shame, all the accomplishment didn't bring me a sense of joy, something was missing. I failed my final task, it just got extended and I am suffering as time flies. I don't know when it will end but it will, one day. Have faith...

Disband

2008-10-18T14:40:00.002+08:00

All thanks to those hu talked to me on msn, :D I am very grateful for u guys for making my day especially people like Jiamin and a few other people. I beg for forgiveness from you guys who I had disturbed or offended over the year(s) or had make u guys angry towards me or anything and I had long forgiven those who had bothered me. Why I am doing this because firstly its Hari Raya season and I really don't want any trouble from any of you guys. I bet you guys never saw me to be unhappy or sad but everyone has feelings and I am sure u guys have too. Everybody makes mistakes and I relised I may not be entirely correct so here I am confessing and asking for forgiveness. I am vvv sorry to Odac for not attending training, been very busy and there's always a clash in timetable, can say lah its entirely my fault, i dun mind lah people talk bad liao. So i don't really know wat to do now, maybe playing some bloody flash games, lol. So gdbye peeps, and once and Happy Deepavali :D

It all cames to an end

2008-10-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

It all comes to an end... All the exams, studying(not exactly lah, should be tutorials...) It's been ages since I clear the spiderwebs on my blog, u know I am a busy man( busy with my studying...) The moment I on the msn messenger, try to talk to some people but nobody wants to talk wif me :( Come on people talk to me PEOPLE (mdasraf2003@hotmail.com) DESPERATE for people to talk to me. I don't even know why I am blogging, maybe going to play some games after this (pls lah I also want play after hard work of studying rite) I bet nobody read's my blog liao but aiyah wat to do. Want complain also complain with myself on the computer screen. Eh pls lah talk to me on msn( plsplspls) but for those who will never n never read this post, come on talk to me when I am online. :> GTG play some hardcore gaming! BB

Poa competition

2008-09-03T22:38:00.002+08:00

Haha!Good day peeps :> I had a POA competition it was freaking fun eventhought I was lost most of the time... My Team got 2nd!(act for a while only ah) but it was thanks to our guide,Sebastian. Lol, the girls actually liked the hot guy who brought us to the waiting room. Yaya, he quite cute lah for a dude, I have forgotten the name liao :>! The girls there all chinese lorh, but some quite cute :> Jasman never do anything sia! Daphne only got do little bit, but to say I did alot sounds wrong liao, all thanks to the guide lorh which did almost everything! The host was blabbering and I was try to act as if understand( act macam paham jerk) So Syafinah and Daphne was like playing with my cPhone during lunch. Couldn't believe she took her pic wif my phone... HAHA i never got to do it :( hehe so tmr watching movie with Banana( Jin shen lah so stop asking who Banana is!!!) Can't stop playing with my freaking cool phone liao!!! Ppl borrow my phone I act as if the phone sux :> The Phone is freaking awesome ppl!!! But now quite bored already ah... Not much to explore already... So bye peeps. And goodluck my fellow frens who are fasting :)

Dude got a new phone...

2008-08-26T19:26:00.003+08:00

So yaw!, kindda feverish today after recess, and had a running nose! Sneezed a few couple of times, can't concentrate during lessons... PE was great liao, play badminton with Hai Ming at the fitness corner "Army Wall" which the wall acts as the net. The thing is the net is opaque and I can't see Hai ming's movement. Kinda fun, not bad...Good thing the flu striked me after PE was over :> After I a week and counting, I am holding on to my Daxian T32,(Windows mobile iphone clone, so my classmates call them c-phone because it's made in china.) Yeah you may be amazed by thinking it as an Iphone at first sight but u will have a sudden change of mind upon seeing the fingerprint logo which was not beautiful but not ugly... It was kinda impossible to keeping it low as for someone unpopular like me to have such a cool looking phone, kind hard to hide from people...People always had the mindset tat china phone is rubbish and deserves to be thrown deep into the dustbin, totally agree to those TV phones and DISAGREE(in bold letters)to Windows mobile based phones. I has WIFI for God Sake!!! All those freaking cool applications(didn't mention games, it was merely impossible to find good ones)...
Oudac was rubbish today, for the simple reason that I had Dnt, A cold, a bad impression of myself at coach an other stuff(I guess) I was already late, the interest level decreased. Today wanted to wacked alif hard lah, he so freaking small want act big liao... Haiz, I had already given a bad impression by coming late, haiz so I was not surprised I was pushed aside by coach, always got the same treatment everytime. I myself did not admit I was an exco because I was never chosen by coach and was just given the leftovers by Ms Shaheeda which I dun even understand the job. Furthermore I was Dan's assistance( BULLCRAP!!!) That guy like want wack sia, 24/7 disturb me.... So oudac just stinks! Coach sure hate me one lah for being selfish,thick skin,crap and more crap stuff. Thx to Mr Nasir for the Pizza treat(eventhought I wasn't invited) and Thx to Mr Lim for the pizza treat for the ac boys(again I was never invited! but pls hold no grudges against me :)!!! ahh enought typing, lets get down to eating dinner... Goodbye to everyone :), NO, not for U!!!but but goodbye to everyone else...

Good Morning

2008-08-17T09:36:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl :) wassup... I had a hard time solving my 1x1x1 Rubik's cube lol,so it's Sunday and I guess there is no hw except for DNT,haizzz. Lol bored to death hah! Going to sls to buy a WM6 phone :) GDBYE folks :)

Sowy for nt updating....

2008-08-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

Yo myself... it's been a long time since I updated my blog, so ermmmm...gulp... hi! OMG wat is wrong wif me!hehe... E maths test was easy! I heard A maths was deadly, lol phew I didn't take A maths. haha...I don't even know why I am posting because I am fucked up with myself, hahaha! Stressful life, bah... getting crazy!WAHAHAHA!!! dude dude sheesh haha... so pls I am in no mood. I am happy,angry,sad,upset wif myself! >:( ARGHHH(turning into the HULK!) ARGHHHHHHHH," HULK ANGRY!!!" sigh... there is a time whre no one cares, nobody to hold ur hand... wahaha so goodbye EVERYONE!, NO not U!!! no goodbyes for U!!! but goodbye to everyone :)

Yo ppl

2008-06-17T18:40:00.003+08:00

So last week of the LTA job, and I just relised school reopens right after the job!!! I thought I could have at least some time to enjoy but...it all happens so fast, I just can't handle the speed. Past hurtful memories of my past whiz pass me but I am still feeling the aftershock. "So how's the was ur job?" asked Berwin... It was great! Shared some jokes with Banana and get pissed off all the time. Eventhought it was a job, there was at least a some relaxation such as playing Banana's psp and playing Sudoku on his psp recently!!! For some people out there who gets bus sick(or taxi sick) this Job is not a for you!!!Because you have to stay in the bus from interchange to another interchange which may be kind of shyt! Even now I am feeling nauseas! but if money can overcome the sickness den ok dude. So had just read Jerry's most recent post and I got a good time laughing over his jokes especially the one about my FART! LOL!!! So he has decided to take the offer but we haven't planned the treat yet... HW HW HW, gonna do summary writing after this! So good luck to myself and other pupils who have not done their Hw yet! So good bye peeps!!!

yo

2008-06-08T09:42:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps... yesterday was my Father's birthday!!! Just a small celebration. My mom and bro made some cheesecake for my father because he loves cheesecake! I was not really part of it though...I am able to cope if the stress I had for my birthday. Too bad my bro was not around to eat together eventhough he is the one who made the cheesecake! While eating and talking, my mom was like trying to insult me saying I was not satisfied for my birthday...I said look who's talking, I remember that time you got so furious when my father brought only chocolates until I was force to eat them till I puke... Actually I wanted to say,"If i was not satisfied, I would already throw that wallet and $70 money along with it at your face so that I will be satisfied" but i didn't because she was after all my mom which stopped me. So the first present my father opened, was just and m&m chocolate. My father actually thought it was an mp4 because the wrapper was huge as it was wrap with layer and layers of wrappers. He got a little disappointed when he found out. The second present was an mp4 but he lose hope and thought it was just a t-shirt. Still he said he was disappointed because he says the mp4 is expensive and should buy him a cheaper one like mp3s. Haiz reminds me of my birthday present, which was just a wallet :) Since it was the worst day of my life and the $50 is such an unlucky thing I decided to use it to treat my friends for swensens. First for the list is Jie rui for treating me tons of drinks and food over the years. So treating him would be a way to thank him for helping me financially :) I might be adding one more person to the list, but I am wondering who should I add...that reminds me, of my best chilhood friend but he got pissed with me and I never got to see him again. It would be such a blessing to meet him again for its been 3 years! I think I won't be able to forgive myself for making him pissed. Felt remorseful, just wished I got to see his face again. I felt so remorseful because I remember during my primary school life which was full of shyt. Secondary school was much worse though! So tmr, gonna start working over the week with Banana again! This time, a different service but I hope I am able to pull through and finally get a PSP!!! I just hope everything I did just works together all fine.And this is an animation I did a few years ago when playing with fireworks!And if you happen to read this post, pls feel free to advice me of my birthday or anything. <--Pls write them on my tagboard very very much :)

Work work work

2008-06-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

Work and Bread!-I still can remember the Nazi slogan from history class!!! So 2nd day of work was pretty good. Eventhought did it alot more den yesterday, I felt much better! It was a bad start since Banana was late and there was alot of confusion going on and it was no thanx to my worthless phone! I have been mugging my father to top-up my phone but I dun care about it anymore. Finally cleared things up that morning with the public phone! 10 cents!!! Ok so he was 30 minutes late but nvm! From Bedok to Toa Payoh and back again! Wow I tot there would be a change in bus service or something but it stays the same even for tomorrow! Chill... It was fun doing wif Banana since he was funny liao! So things began to work out smoothly and we got a change of Cepass card because our previous ones were left with low value...Have a chat wif aaron on msn and he wrote a chinese phrase or something- 早已习惯了生命中,不断的有人走进，走出 ,只是想知道,有谁,可以真正的、永远的为我停留..(translation-"I am used to having people walking in and out of my life,only wanting to know,who will really stay by my side forever.") Haha! Quite emotional but not suitable for me because nobody has walked in or out of my life lol. Got run liao but nv walk! Aiyah tmr got to work again! Bye peeps

Report Book...

2008-05-28T12:39:00.002+08:00

Report Book...wah the boys keep saying I 1st in class but I knew I wasn't...So Aaron bet wif me if I was 1st, I had to go treat him bubble tea but I won!!! So instead he was suppose to treat me bubble tea! Gratz for Furqaan for putting the hard work, still can try harder liao... And Aaron too, want try challenge me arh! Little piss off because lose to a girl...But nvm, I lose to girls everytime. Its the first time I got any close to 1st in class, I hope Ms Faridah gave us those presents or something, but not associated with Hello Kitty!!! Suppose to do Ic but nvm, last day tmr. So played Badminton with Jerry and lose because he keep smacking it low... also sang some unchained melody and gonna show our performance once we mastered How to save a life by the Fray. So gonna start work on Monday, and psp is getting closer. There's training tomorrow but cannot go because making IC so very worried,really really worried...

Haiz

2008-05-27T18:44:00.002+08:00

(Had to reWrite because the post sux!)
Never go for today's training!!! Feeling remorseful right now, just hope Kelly and Ms Shaheeda doesn't think I am slacking behind and not committed to the club. Haiz, tomorrow gonna collect Report book but its not that I am worried about, gonna make my IC tmr!!!Including taking photo!!! So my father decided to cut my hair but I can't take it!!! WAAAAAHAHAHA! Freaking funny!, but phew my father is gonna cut little bit more to make it better. Looked at Mariana's blog about the pulau ubin trip, everything can't go because of soo many things...its as if life doesn't want me to go for this rock climbing activities, from my performances, trainings, until my participation in Oudac activities, its clear tat I've been slacking behind... I don't deserve to be in any competition at all... Just last week, my fear came over me and couldn't climb tat wall, the moment I say Kelly's face, I knew she was disappointed. My legs were shaking so hard, my hands sweating, it seems I haven't master my fear. So i had to withdraw myself from the competition and guess wat! I am gonna go for the international competition in July which is worst!!! The Gunung Tahan trip, I have been craving for it since I joined Oudac but wat happens now, its not that I am not selected or anything but I chose to be not...I had to make a difficult decision whether to go for the trip or to go for the LTA job. It was a hard decision and I was a little bit on the side of going for the trip, when my birthday blew me hard. The day I had been waiting anxiously, day after day I waited for this day. It was as if it was going to be the most happiest day of my life, a day where all my burden is enlightened...But instead, i felt it was the worst day of my life, and since I saw my frens birthdays, all the presents...blew me even harder. I have always said I wanted a psp but I didn't get it, not even something tat is able to overcome my grief...Haiz, so clearly, LTA job was the only way I could get one and so I decided do it! But after my decision, there is always a regret... but its of no use, wats done have been done... School this year have been good for me, not much bullying, good result, no more slacking, yeah great but instead my cca's, my one personal life, my burdens, worsen... So, even after exams, doesn't mean u can enjoy...its just a say to motivate urself to study...

LALALA

2008-05-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry because I had forgotten to blog yesterday...haiz(very tired right now). Ok so yesterday is Innovations days but I didn't get to go to the stalls!(walao!!!) all because of the LTA Job, car wash, spring cleaning. I was happily watching the presentation at the hall and was about to sleep when I suddenly looked at the time, wondering when will it end... when I relised its already 9.30!!! The LTA briefing starts at 9.00 and the job's my only fate to getting a psp! So I dragged Banana who was like kiasu (lol!) and relised the briefing haven't even started! Wah! make me scared sia! Ok so I partnered with Banana...U can see in my post tat I am kinda lazy but I will carry on since I have nth better to do! So car wash, lepak dengan Sanjoa and Aravin and shared songs when Arina and Syafinah started scolding at me. So i had no choice but to help out washing but only washed the last car liao. Still kena scolded for not doing anything!!! Rest after that and Ms Faridah gave kotak drinks( I dun even know if I was suppose to get it but thirsty!) Mamat was like senget and sang some crappy song and I had to shout at him to shut up! It was garbage to my ears!!! Den airah was like scolding saying I only know how to study only. Mamat continued pestering me but I kept my cool. Others were like looking at me because I was looking good(that part is lame liao! lol) So go back to class and do some spring cleaning. At first, only walked around the whole class doing nothing and scolding people for scrubbing like shyt when suddenly mamat came and scolded me! Haha, so again I had to wash the table. Phew, my table was easy to clean eventhought there was alot of shyt on it! Aaron was like wasting the soap!!! Help out with Azzizul in cleaning the chair while "hello" on it! Hakim was like celebrating with his Man U jersey as Man u WON!!! The floor was wet as if it was like a marketplace. So i asked Hakim to use his jersey to mop the floor and he was like no way!! Haha...released late so go friday prayers also late... but came just in time for it...nv go for cca because I am not going for trekking!!! Good look team 1 for the competion! I had to personally tell Kelly that I did not want to go for the springfield competition as I felt I was nt ready! So phew no nd go.
TODAY!!! got relegious class and quiz!!!!!!! WAAAAA Quiz was hard eventhought it was open book! so bye peeps!

hmmm

2008-05-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

By the end of school for today, all result are known except for DnT liao. I am quite happy with my results... As expected, I aced my science with 35/40-Paper1,60/65- Physics Paper2, 50/65-Chemistry Paper 3... Furqaan was frustrated with me for this and kept disturbing me(haizzz) but I kept my cool. Unfortunately, other classmates also disturbed me too but woooah! Maths, I had a bad feeling about it and got A2 for it and Jerry kept showing off since his Maths is 78 but my science marks beat his Maths marks fair and square. Furthermore I never keep showing off about my science sia! English, total marks is 63!!! Humanities time!-this was my weakness spot especially in elective History-29/50 but my hard work for SS-35/50 gave me more confidence! POA, which I feared of failing gave me a surprise! 80/100, eventhought, others were better(like furqaan), I still got an A1(yeah!) Lastly. Dnt!!! Eventhought it was suppose to be released early, Mr Elmi didn't come to our Dnt class eventhought he came to school. Dnt students found it a very hard paper but for me it was ok ok liao. In conclusion,...good luck other school mates for your results!!!

Happy Birthday to me!

2008-05-18T13:06:00.003+08:00

OK! Just woke up, this is the day!Open the door!!! No psp insight, no presents! no cake! no delicious ice cream! No things! Just as if it was a normal Sunday. Bah it doesn't matter to me anymore because I already knew wat is the present. Since my father is working and will come home at midnight,haiz...treat to midnight movie which I myself can pay lah!!! I know I am frustrated with my life rite now :( I've been waiting for 5 complete months! just to get a fucking cheebai sial puki mak treat to some mother fucking movie!!!!! Arghhhh

Psp!!!

2008-05-17T15:03:00.002+08:00

Ok so woke up exactly 10.40 and layed on my bed before bathing and getting ready to go to my religious class. I was actually worried because I thought there was a quiz today but phew it was actually next week. I was about to leave my house when I saw my shirt not ironed yet so I rushed ironing my shirt. So off I went to the mosque cycling when halfway my jeans got stuck into the back tire! When I pull part of the jeans away from the tire, I relised there was mud on it!(as my wheel had mud along the edge ) so to cut the story short, just washed off that part of the jeans and phew the mud did not stick Lessons as per normal about sexual intimacy in marriage and blah blah... Due to laziness, I decided to skip that part till I reached home and used my computer which is about now and sorry peeps because I can't tell more about today because there is still 15 hours of the day left so I am wondering how to spend that time...but fortunately there is still some things I can squeeze into my post such as my birthday presents tmr !!! I have come to relise that I would not get a psp and get presents such as handphones, watches and other gadgets that is costly as my parents admitted they were broke... its been everyone's wish to get what they want for their birthdays but it doesn't matter to me anymore as I, myself never bought something for my parents and my brother. So I might be expecting loads of chocolate or maybe $50 which is ok for me lah! Yeah feeling depressed rite now because I have actually experience getting only a $50 dollar present and board games which I hated. Furthermore, I still owed Jerry a birthday present since I was totally broke and my allowance where only like enuff to feed myself. Furthermore, he was like my only friend who belanja with me drinks and food(thx!) So anyway, all the best for my birthday!!! Bye peeps

Exams Over!

2008-05-16T10:22:00.002+08:00

Finally, EXAMS ARE OVER! Wat a good ending with science(physics/chem) Paper 1. Very easy and I am expecting a full mark :) Morning assembly, took out TYS Chem and started to revise with Khairul. Studied for 30 minutes at least and went up to the hall. Slight stomach ache but it went away when I was doing my paper.(phew!) So, paper was quite easy. Most question were extremely easy but 2-3 questions were extremely difficult and it took me some time to solve those hard ones. I was always have the tendency to shade the TOS slowly so it took like 15 minutes to complete shading. So 5 minutes to the end and I have already completed the paper but everyone around me had finished doing their paper! So spent the time doing pen tricks(only know how to do thumb around and charge!) . Returned home alone and bought groceries that my mom wanted. After that went to the cake shop and bought those rainbow rice doughnuts( my favourite food when I was a kid, missing the old days) and had all the chocolate smudged on my mouth!!! Fortunately nobody saw me phew!!! But overall, I am frustrated because I would not get a psp for my birthday!!! I need the ezlink card tester job!!!WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! But.but...nvm I can take it. Bye peeps...

Exams almost over

2008-05-13T12:47:00.002+08:00

Exams bah! I had this habit of stomach ache for exams...and it happens every year! But managed to control and since the exams are gonna end, wat a relief! Berwin has been mugging about my singing and the static brother band. Haiz, this fans are getting out of control! Anyway, today did pretty well for physics paper but Poa,haiz pls dun remind me of this! After I am gonna post my blog, I am gonna study my chem until midnight. Sorry police and thief!!! looks like I might miss today's episode. But fear not, all the studying is gonna gimme good results(hope so liao) My Birthday is very soon and there is 2 things I fear, not getting a psp and getting bashed up by Alif or Isnur. So I have to stay away from danger right now and make alliences. Dang!!! missed cycling on the motor tracks.Goodbye peeps!!!

Encore

2008-04-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

Me and Jerry were forced to make an encore due to popular demand!(nah jking, too bad we are still not popular yet. Too cut short here is the video,Enjoy peeps!!!

Gd Morning

2008-04-26T10:16:00.002+08:00

Gd Morning peeps out there!(even though nobody tends to read my blog...) Post my blog before going for Religious Class at 11.15 am . My mom said she MUST go to the dentist today morning but she is still sleeping. For the past 2 days of exam haiz, I don't talk about it because I never talk about my exams if I am stressed up! There was suppose to be Odac yesterday (only physical training, no rock climbing or stuff) but it was canceled! Bah but nvm, Furqaan took the opportunity to talk to Nafilah. Furqaan got a birthday Bash and his birthday is today!(sorrylah no birthday present for you) Furthermore I didn't get to give jerry a birthday present too! That bloody furqaan go punch me on my shoulder ( damn hard but it was only temporary!) So nth to do Jerry and I went cycling! I also learned how to do a pen trick called charge yesterday at school!
So I am totally bored and lonely right now(haizzz) Almost forgot, jerry and I make a band called the static brothers !

Pulau Hantu!!!

2008-04-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

Just returned home after Isyak prayers at the mosque!(wat a relief) My parents are not home :) Yeah got time to post my blog! It doesn't matter if nobody's reading my post... Today went to pulau hantu for my relegious class and I enjoyed it. It seems I understood further my role as protecter of earth. In the morning did an idea for my Dnt! Today is such a Happy Day!!!( smiled alot for no reason) Rushed to the mosque only to relise I was 10 minutes early. I was posted to Grp 2 where alot of the memnber were from my class!!! Took the bus to somewhere(I dunnoe where!!!) and took the ferry. I remembered the time I vomited on a ferry before but I prayed I wouldn't get seasick! it took like 30 minutes to pulau hantu. By then I was feeling a little nauseas but was releived. The ferry was violently swaying left to right sometimes but it was ok. Pulau hantu was fun man! leared about Crabs at the start. Learned about flower crabs and another crab(forgot larh!!!) Den it was seastar(original name for starfish) and hey were cool.It was apparently their mating season and they were having fun(u guys shld noe wat I meant) The guide asked about a pair of starfish mating,"which one is the male and the female?" and I instantly said the male is on top! My relegious teacher was laughing and it was true and they had a cool position when having fun. The place was at the shore and it was low tide. So after that tat, a guide also a relegious teacher taught us verses from quran telling is our role as protecter of earth like stars as navigation and other stuff. Den learned about tides and learned about some worm. Also learned about hermit crab which doesn't have a hard shell and depend on other shells wen they grow big! Fascinating nature! Enjoyed it . We miss one more station!(because it was time to go) so went for prayers and took ferry back to mainland.Blah blah and arrived at mosque for prayers before going home. So i was very hungry and wanted to hav a drink of teh susu right before going home. Thankz to God!!! As i was slurping my teh susu, a pair of guys came and they were around 30 years old chit chatting. One of them sat beside me and wanted to treat me. I was desperately saying nvm, I would go home to eat but he insisted so I had to give in! Thx a million thx. He treated me karipup and my teh susu for me! I wanted to say thnkx a million times to him. Because of him, I had promised tat in my life, I would nv be greedy about money again! The guys were toking about thier jobs as taxi drivers and other issues. Going late now bb

Haiz

2008-04-12T11:58:00.002+08:00

Just missed my religious class and feeling guilty... Switched on the comp and saw jerry online. He asked me to see his blog and look at his ivoon player like which I had. I look at the songs and it was slow as a snail to be precise to start playing. I adviced Jerry to take his favorite songs that can be played instantly but he didn't seem to care. Tmr would be rock climbing tournament but only tuna participates as chosen by Kelly. I am feeling frustrated because of the silly yellow overhand route because I kept jumping and I couldn't get it! Trying to build up my arm muscles. I just hope I manage to get it next week. I am so bored and lonely rite now. I just wanted someone to tok to me and be my listening ear. Maybe I am not so hip and cool but nvm. At least I am still able watch tv and use the comp. Exams are really coming and I am not prepared for it. Today is not a good day and the next few weeks will be too.

Lala

2008-04-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

Today's A GOOD DAY!!! Last few days like bad luck haiyo... After that 50 push ups and more I can see the muscle on my arm YEAH! Only bad thing that day was Furqaan got retarded and pushed me but other than that is was ok. I nv did my elective history hw and phew Mr Mohammad doesn't want the hw today! Thank God. Learn some new things during Physics(I don't know why but I am always looking forward to it) and there's extra physics class tmr. Haiz looks like I can't go home and bath before ODAC( I love being clean! Hate that body odour smell wen nv bath :( . Can't wait to do my project! The yellow overhang... Anyway tmr is gonna be POA test 2 which is on trading and profit and loss account and Balance sheeT! Looking forward to tmr's Odac!!! BB since I am to lazy to blog and I hav ntg better to do

The few days

2008-04-06T10:59:00.003+08:00

My muscle has stop aching!!!(finally) I wonder how Jerry's muscle is going too :) On thursday Oudac, I should say quite disappointing. I use to be able to complete the yellow overhang wall but I couldn't today :( Overcome with fear. Belayed Jerry on the blue wall and he kept falling!!! Kept talking and have jokes wif my juniors. I am kinda relief there is no more of that 2 immature juniors which acted like pri 1 students or even worse k1!!! Jerry and I haven't got our interview yet which was 2 times postponed and now postponed to Tuesday. I hope Mr Elmi doesn't stay me back on that day. I couldn't forget why we needed to do 50 push up!!! all because of the 3 girls fault. Ok, Jerry and I started doing 20 real* push ups but because Coach couldn't hear our voice counting, we had to restart! Den halfway 20 push ups Coach asked us to stop and restart because there was Lolipop in Nafilah's mouth (somemore her face like step sia!) This time really did push ups until 30 to rest. When I soo tired pushing up, I say the boys doing girl's push ups!(OMG) like bapok sia! Only Jerry and I hav balls. Continued with another 10 push up and rest. Den another 10 push up till end. Jerry and I shouted the numbers really hard. We were the only one who showed commitment in our work. Coach wants the girls to say sorry to each of everyone but only Mariana did that. I wanted Nafilah and Nasuha to say sorry right into my face!!! spoilt brat. I better do my Hw especially Malay. BB dudes

The Fray - How To Save A Life

2008-04-05T15:35:00.001+08:00

The Fray - How To Save A Life
>Great song, lyrics touches my heart. I hope everybody enjoys it!

Our Ball - Before & After

2008-04-04T18:38:00.001+08:00

Our Ball is dead!!!

Rise of the new BALL!!!

Lazy to update...

2008-04-02T16:08:00.001+08:00

Alot of things happened but I seemed to be too lazy to blog. Too bored!WAAAAAAA!!!finally I hav some hair :)

Botak Hair=depression

2008-03-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

I am pretty Depressed rite now... Because of my BOTAK HAIR!!! People see me laugh like haiz...
For the few weeks I dun have someone to talk to sia;( I see ppl so fun talking to each other, den I remembered of myself den felt like so lonely. I don't know exactly, is it my botak hair or because of me :( Always trying to mix wif other but always walks alone. Feeling foolishly depressed, its like I am like this for years!!! Tried talking wif ppl at Msn but it couldn't fill up the empty gap in my heart. I noe my english sux LOL but I relised I am soo lonely... I don't know wat I did wrong in my life. Do i LIE, or Make fun of ppl??? Do I deserve this??? Am I fated to be like this forever??? This questions are always in my mind. Everytime I walk past a group of friends talking happily, den my head would be down as I walked, feeling depressed ..............

CA Results

2008-03-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

Yo readers, here's my CA results(Main paper result...)
English:26/50
Maths:40/50
Science:Physics:26/30
Chemistry:24 1/2 /30
Did quite well...Happy :)

Today went for flag day wif Aaron...In the morning, Aaron tumpang me to Whitesands taking bicycle(Very comfortable especially wen there's the morning breeze) Jerry and Dewei so bad lorh left me behind... Good thing I went collecting with Banana LOL. Quite an experience collecting donations...meets many diff kinds off ppl. Got sore eye(bad luck sia) Went back home and slept.
My Parents just bought a HD TV (YEAH!!!) because our old television takes at least an hour to be able to see the screen... can't wait for my father to buy cable tv!!! because our old one also spoil...the colour kepts having "negative" effect. Btw, I changed the blogskin, can see youtube videos :) BB tired liao

Mochi

2008-03-22T05:47:00.000+08:00

Me and Jerry Discovers a 15 Packed MOCHI!!!

Quickest Game Overs ever?

2008-03-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

Ashen's action figure attempts to discover the game you can end the quickest...

I am bored...

2008-03-13T05:22:00.000+08:00

Totally bored for the whole week... I don't know wat to do! Waaaa. Yesterday, played wif my new webcam (its actually my father's mp4 that has camera and has a webcam feature which is kinda cool). Tried it in MSN wif Su an and Banana(Jin shen if I am not wrong) and played around wif it. Unfortunately, I couldn't see my face as it was dark and the lights were like behind me... Anyway I would do wacky things infront of my webcam like showing them my middle finger. I did my moonwalk wen chatting wif banana and did some stripping(just joking). Jerry told me he was playing Gundam Seed Destiny GBA and I was like -.- ! So I wanted to vs him wif a multiplayer GBA but it didn't work. After that played some marbleblast online and I kept winning :) ! Now,I don't really know wat to do...I have enuff of marbleblast, no more webcam too. I guess I will have to read my classmates blog den...haiz, My father's mp4 is 2mp but the pic size is huge, so i had to resize but it looks (...) Anyway here's my pic using that mp4>>>

Lets be bored together...

2008-03-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

Ahhh since I have nth better to do, post a blog den... Watch some youtube videos and some Forbidden Kingdom movie trailer, better den sitting around doing nth, lol. Wats wrong wif me ???arghhh. I hav nobody to tok to today, haiz. Not in the mood to read my classmate's blog... Maybe tonigt, I will meditate. Communicate to God :) Goodbye ppl...

The Ungrateful Loyang Camp...

2008-03-10T11:59:00.000+08:00

The camp was ok ok i should say and it was no thx to the rain(obviously)... I have read my classmates blog about the camp and I couldn't handle reading the post which was such a long,boring post. No offence to classmates reading my blog, lol. First day, erm...can't remember...oh ya! kayaking and dragon. Regretted having to partner wif Shawn How( I hope he's not reading my blog) because his rowing sux... First we started kayaking and the kayak was heavy. Somemore nd carry all the way to shore and Shawn how was like running and I hav to keep reminding him to slow down. So we started rowing and his paddle hit my head. Luckily I didn't have any brain damage watsoever,lol. I have to do all the rowing myself, he every 10 second rest,rest,rest. Walao, but nvm. Den came the rain which didn't stop us.There was one part where we sped and we were going too fast and ramed on someone's kayak and their kayak was almost going to capsize. The kayak was like suddenly resting on it's side on the water but it recovered,phew. The girls on the kayak were like screming. Halfway to changi, I begin to feel seasick and rest for a while. Shawn had to do all the rowing(hah, serve him right) Den at the ending felt better and started rowing to shore. Eat our lunch and we began dragon boating. I tot our group was such was lousy group tat our boat was slow but wen we race with the other groups, we won at first. Shocked,lol. Our instructor was ignoring us and Fazly(joker guy) was like leading us. We had to handle his jokes. Overall, dragonboating was ok ok for me. After getting back to shore, we had to carry the boat up to shore, I was proud to help them(eventhought I was only acting by placing my hands on it and imagine I was carrying it.)LOL! Bathed at the toilet and someone smoked in there. Aiyah smokers...wanna smoke go somewhere else lah. Went back home wif bus and slept the whole journey.... I am starting to feel kinda lazy to tell u guys abt the 4 days...maybe next time...to be continued

~Friday~ Day of relief

2008-02-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

Sorry my previous posts were extremely short and they were written badly...the reason was obvious, I am too LAZY! Today started school with MT newspaper reading in the Hall. Unsurprisingly, The JI's escape was in the front page and I noticed the Chinese newspapers doesn't even talk about it. But I only read the front page and kept flipping the pages as I tried to look for any interesting articles. Morning announcements were the Hockey Team competition result, which was quite bad. They lost to Westwood yesterday, 0-1. Almost a draw... Went to maths classroom and we got back our CA Maths result. Got 39/50 which was surprisingly shocking! I found the test hard at first. Daphne got 38/50 which was totally unfair because she stayed back and she should be so much better than me. Both of us got this Chocolate by Ms Gwen and it was suppose to be equally shared. It should be that I get the whole chocolate and she gets the chocolate box but she was greedy, she wanted both! Still, I got my chocolate share during recess...didn't get my box though. English and CD was FREE PERIOD. Before going off for Dnt, F&N student studying hard for their test. Haha, reminds me of last yr where I had to store all those food facts into my brain. Furqaan gave me a brilliant idea today for wire mesh. I am so relieved...i still dunnoe if my eyes are better. I hope it will recover soon. Next Week CAMP (obviously not looking forward to it.) Aww man, 'she' doesn't even talk to me at school anymore. Doesn't even look at me... Not even in msn. Feeling depressed right now. Bloody eyes

Sorry for not updating...

2008-02-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

I am really really sorry for not updating my blog. Want to know why? There's 2 major points. Firstly, its common test week so I only had a few minutes access to my my com. Secondly, I am too lazy or tired to blog. Today's Science Test was E.A.S.Y!!! Expecting an A1 or A2 for this. Not so good news is I really flunk my history test!!! After science test there was a camp briefing at the hall by Mr Elmi (surprised) Before that, checked which group I was in which was C4 and Shawn How is also in the same group as me (-.-) as well as Zahara and Sadiq. I am feeling pissed of right now. There's till Hw to do espeacially POA!!! Almost forgot. Sorry because I am getting lazier to blog. I am not in the mood this few days... I nv will and it felt as if something is still missing from me. My EYE got ring somemore got "triple eyelet''. Not enuff slp I guess. Haiz...

Just want to talk about Odac...

2008-02-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today went really later for Odac at about 3.30. I just came and started belaying jerry and a few girls. Den did my warm up climb at the second lane which was easy but got tired because I didn't stretch before the climb. Anyway I continued belaying Aryati next (dunnoe how to spell her name) and Danial J was my back up belaying who spend the whole time disturbing me and having a ' Happy quarrel' with Nafilah. He was angry with me for tagging his board stating that he keeps changing his blogskin. Only like that only, like small kid like that. Climbed my project which was the new yellow route and was abit kiasu but I managed to finished it (almost lah...) Lazy to continue posting... read my mind if u want to know more

Sorry for not posting for the few days...

2008-02-20T14:37:00.001+08:00

Sorry cause I couldn't post this few days simply because I am too busy with homework and slept the whole day. Many interesting things have happened during the 2 days and I regret not having to post them on my blog. Today was just a 'bad day'. When to school with sore eyes and I spend the whole reading period closing my eyes. It was really painful and I couldn't bear opening my eyes. I still payed attention to the Vp's speech though. Rizal was a total LIAR, he said during Sec 1 his 'T' scored was 225 and I actually believed him but I relised he only got 211 when his scored was expose during elective history class. Joe was also surprised and ... Totally flunk my physics test 2 because I never even knew there was today. Somehow, I didn't felt happy and I should say I regret coming to school. After returning home, I went to read Ms Tan's blog. I was totally impress by her English. Her post was short and sweet and I wished my english was nearly as good as hers. To be continued...

Teens Alive...

2008-02-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

I came 15 minutes late for religious class today but there only like a few students. Today got to watch 2 videos since we grew bored of waiting for students to come. Zainol was really funny today and everyone was laughing at him. He is weird I could say. Today we learned about the 3 Rs which is quite boring actually. By now everyone should know what it is about. Also we learned about 'life cycle' that requires us to take out the Tafsir Al-Quran and explain the verses. Drank some Tea before prayers. Surprising, I felt better after having done my prayers as I felt sick recently. Back to class and watch another video. Can't be bothered to explain what it was about but I watched liked a few times already. After that teacher released us early. I went straight to the cafeteria and had a heavy lunch to substitute my breakfast. Den returned home and open my computer just to post my day at the mosque. Don't really know what I should do today. Continuing my post later...

Continue..

2008-02-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

Aww man, played Maplestory with Banana dude till lvled up. Tried to enjoy my rest of the day but nth to do! So I spent the nite reading people's blogs. Alot were talking abt Valentine's day getting gifts and cards. Btw that reminds me, I did get a small gift from Afiqah with a note stating thx for being my friend sort of thing. Got this marshmallow chocolate which I 'loved' and a 'boost' chocolate bar but it got melted and I couldn't imagine how it would look like if I actually opened the wrapper. I got 19/20 today for my Maths!!!(which totally surprised me because I didn't even revise before the test). Today I was totally wacked hahaha. I had nth better to do except trying to make jokes and trying to make fun of myself. Futhermore, today's Friday. Looking forward to the weekends. Went for friday prayers little bit late but thnk God I managed to get a place. Tmr, religious class at 11.15 but I always come at 12. So I decided to try wake up earlier because I was NEVER early for class this yr. Just finished reading Ms Allyson Tan's blog since I have nth better to do. Look's like thats all for tonight and Goodnite dudes and dudettes!

Valentines or no Valentines...

2008-02-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

Sorry cause I didn't Post yesterday, too tired from Odac. Slpt the whole night once I returned home. Yesterday was Valentines day and I can see that many have dates . Maybe I am jealous but we Malay's dun celebrate this day. Anyway there's nothing to say actually. Today there was Dnt and all my wire mesh idea got rejected by Mr Elmi. Haiz, I think I can never get a fantastic idea.

A quick day post

2008-02-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

I am just gonna cut my post short liao because I am too lazy and tired to post one whole complete day. I just replace an imeem with the ipod because the website got something wrong shyt. I guess after this I am gonna do my english HW review and Dnt wire mesh project because I heard Furqaan and Zul doing it so I wanted to join in liao. Furthermore Jerry's not in the mood and keep cursing me of any idea I could possibly think of. I wasn't feeling well in school and I didn't concentrate in class. Nothing enteresting today. How I wish I could go to the science center trip. Haiz... Later I tonight I post somemore larh :)

Tired day...

2008-02-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

Aww man todays not my day... I went school wif morning flu and my eyes were scorching hot so I spend the whole reading period closing my eyes. After reading period, DNT! crap... eventhought I only completed 6 pages, he only scold me because of 'understanding the user' which I was supposed to refer to problem situation.I couldn't explain to Mr Elmi because he keeps 'so' and 'so' LOL. Den finally P.E. We were supposed to practice volleyball but the boys including me spend the whole p.e kicking the ball everywhere. Found any ball lying around motionless, I would just run and kick it as if it was soccer and watch it fly. Just before P.E was over, I was standing infront of Mr Yakob and instantly kick the ball which was approaching me.Mr Yakob said,"Come boy in yellow shirt, nice kick. 10 push ups. Wat a fatal mistake I made and had to do 10 push ups(only). Den food rationing exercise. Somemore perspiring and just changed, had to sit under the hot sun in parade square. I wasn't surprised that I was gonna get that Chocolate Bun but the small mineral bottle did. Within minutes , toggled up the whole bun and drank the mineral till the last drop. Den go up hall for 'Nothing' exactly but if I am not wrong to take attendance. Den english oh damn, must do review furthermore not feeling well. Just spend the whole 2 periods singing 'that thing you do' by the wonders till Arina got irritated and asked me to stop singing LOL. I have no mood to sing jenny liao( guess its no longer in my blood). Den walk to Mt class also sang that thing you do till reach class. Teacher was kind and gave us sweets. Its purpose is to help sleepy students sort of thing. It was all peribahasa hw and stuff so no big deal. I dun want tok about assembly because it took 1 hr of my life which I couldn't take back. Only watch Siva sing which surprised me because wat has bb and gg got to do wif the total defence. What was entertaining was clapping loudly and geting scolded by ppl around me HAHA, at least it was better den sitting there korek hidung kan? Go home, bath, back to school for OUDAC. I didn't Climb at all today! only belaying 3 ppl den finish liao. BB I am too lazy to type any more shyt... MY IPOD IS DEAD!!!Its spoil and has no music in it...

Damn Tmr DNT!!!

2008-02-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

As expected I only completed 6 pages. Aww man not Dnt, somemore tmr got the total defence food rationing exercise thing (where u get only a bun for recess). Just completed my MT hw before going to bed. I just spend the rest of the time watching 'that thing u do!' music video by Wonders. I just can't stop singing that song. At school I kept singing that song and I stop singing Jenny again LOL! Looking forward to tmr's PE and OUDAC ( how can I forgot, training the bloody sec 1s.. haiz) Just so bored and lonely rite now, I nd someone liao. Thats all gonna slp...BB

Tmr School !!!

2008-02-10T18:35:00.001+08:00

Just finished my maths hw and now I need do my Dnt! I have 4 more pages to do but its due on Tuesday so I will just do one page of Dnt tonight... Spend the whole 2 days singing "that thing you do" by the Wonders, LOL. I don't really have anything to say.Oh SHYT, there's physics retest tmr, I better study !

TeensAlive

2008-02-09T18:07:00.000+08:00

Went to religious class late today, overslept katakan but I always come late so its
no surprise. Unfortunately today, I didn't have lunch at the mosque because all that was left in the cafeteria was curry puffs (what I wanted was pao !!!). When home feeling very tired and hungry den nd go out again nd buy groceries(sigh). Now I have nothing to do but to read my classmates blog(lol). I wonder if I have any hw apart from Dnt...waiting for furqaan's sms reply.

That thing you do - The Wonders

2008-02-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

I finally found this song I loved when I was still a kid. I am still loving it today. I even added it to my iPod :)

Starting renovating my Blog

2008-02-08T14:36:00.000+08:00

Immediately upon returning home from my Friday prayer, I open my comp and watch the latest vii review by Dr Ashen. I am wondering what to do today...maybe some hw or spend some time decorating my blog.

KenSingTon Sport Vii Review ('Chintendo' Wii rip-off)

2008-02-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

The parts I needed

2008-02-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

I WANTED THIS SO DESPERATELY!!! My psp analogue is dead...

Bad weeks...

2008-02-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

Stupid PSP!!!The guy sold me this crap shld die in HELL!!! Aaargh its totally screwed, and the guy I counted on to buy those psp parts is ignoring me.Arghhhhh couldn't it get any worst. Haiz waiting for my birthday to trade in my psp for a better one...

Back!!!

2008-02-07T18:24:00.001+08:00

Its been years since I've been blogging...(just doing to to kill some time) Anyway I've stop remixing and I dunnoe wat do wif my comp now. Tried playing maple again when furqaan invited me to play but its over for me. Its too repetitive...